In the Running

To put it bluntly I had a mini break down today. I don't use that term lightly, I know there are people out there in worse positions than mine and when I think about that I feel even worse for feeling depressed like I am. I think it had been brewing for a few days now after getting a clearer look at my student loans and because of that having to say no to an internship opportunity. I read the last few posts by the bloggers and they have some encouraging news but in the end they say it will take a while. Well that is hard for me to hear, as I am sure it is for other people as well. I am not a patient person to begin with. I have been in contact with someone for a job since the beginning of January. They just wanted to keep the application process open for a while. They said they liked my work and to check back. So I have been. Last time I did the guy told me I was still in the running. Still in the running? It has been over three months how long is this marathon that I am running? That is what I want to know. Hopefully this funk with me won't last long as I tear up a bit writing this, hopefully after this weekend and an opening day softball game I can hit the ground running again.

Sarah
photographer/recent graduate